My plan over the next few days is to re-read all of my posts and work out what I can learn from my experiences this year. There have been some posts which have been just random thoughts which tells me firstly, that I am a bit of a nutter, but secondly, I have quite a bit of creative stuff happening in my head and I need a creative out let for it.
The other posts, I can’t recall in great detail at this time. I need to work out what I can do next year to get to my 40th goal of being the real me. Living my true existence and not one that I create to fit in, not fit in, be loved, be hated, be sad, be happy. I want to be ME.
I turn 39 on the 26th Feb and as my penultimate year before my new life at 40 begins, I want to have a plan in place. Ah yes, I want to control what happens.
In this case, I need to control some things because otherwise I won’t achieve my goals. On the other hand, I need to allow things to just happen or allow others to take the reins at times. I need to learn to allow others to take control in order to be truly free and find the real me.
When I have worked out what I have learnt, I will post here and then I will post my plan.
2010 and my 39th year will be my most exciting year yet!
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