Diva has had a rather interesting time of late. Still without a job but so very grateful that I have savings to assist me. Amazing what a single woman can save and how much money she has when an ‘it’ isn’t using her money to pay for his debt, presents for his slut or visits to his prostitute!
It has been good that I have been made to spend some time reflecting. I need to set priorities in my life and set standards and not settle for anything less that the best. I can’t be concerned about hurting somebody else because I only hurt myself in the long run. For a woman who likes to be in control, and is so strong and ‘intimidating’ (yes, I have been told I am intimidating), I have trouble saying no, or speaking my mind if it may hurt somebody even though it may be the best thing for me. Still a people pleaser which only gets me hurt.
I have found out that I may be able to find another career in the field of PORN! Yes that is right ladies and gents. Diva has been told that she is sexy and could make money as a fat porn model or as they like to call it BBW Porn pics. I can always turn my Diva blog into an adult fiction site. Who knows what the future might bring. There is a gorgeous lady who is around twice my size who makes USD$300 squashing men. Yep, she sits on them and they pay her. She doesn’t go beyond the squashing but other women in this industry do more and are paid A LOT more than that. Career possibilities are endless people. I keep getting told this but this really wasn’t what I had in mind!
I still haven’t resumed phone conversations yet or conversations in person unless really necessary. The break has been refreshing, but it is time for me to get back into it again. I will attempt that this week.
I have had quite a bit of time to contemplate things other than myself though like morning television. I have found a fabulous morning show but they still have the infomercials. They are doing my head in. I can swing my abs away, dance my fat away, cook myself great food, chop onions without crying and if they don’t please me, I can buy funeral insurance and kill myself in 12mths (they only pay on accident in the first 12mths). I may just do it but I will get my professional photographs taken first and have the crap photo shopped out of them so I look like a porn star. Hey, it’s where a lot of my money went to when I was with ‘it’ so it will be my homage to my past.
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